send me messages telling me about family crushes you’ve had. bonus points if you’ve never told anybody.
I was maybe 11 and I saw my 23 year old cousin in bikini by the swimming pool. I couldn’t stop staring at her. She was already beautiful with clothes on but that was something else. It made me hard just to watch her. I didn’t know what it was back then. A few years later when I had discovered masturbation, I often did it while thinking about her